47 obituaries

after I read your obituary
    I exhaled


now I can walk into ShopRite
    without expecting to see your face at the end of the coffee aisle

now I can turn onto Spring Street at dusk
    without thinking Was that your silhouette in front of the parking meter!?!

now I can answer the phone
    without thinking you might have finally found me...



but that was not your obituary
    that was a different lover

<catching my breath>

three down,
    maybe forty-four obituaries to go